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+ Monday +


Most of my good friends are geminis. My best friend is a Libra tho. Sagis are supposed to be "foot-in-the-mouthers". Star signs are amusing but I'll be danged if my life was pre-destined (Clamp hurry up already) before my birth.

Speaking of Clamp, XXX holic is winning me back and if Clamp reverts to their old campy ways, I'm back as a Clamp sucker (Minekura honey, you're losing me ... hint hint).

I feel very unloved and very unwanted. Wish I was drop dead gorgeous and brainy. Or perhaps dead. *shrugs* I still go by my safari lion theory. Humans were not meant to live beyond 30. They would populate their sad genes about 15 ... go about hunting for their overly large family (think about it after 25 your ovaries go downhill and male balding patterning gives a whole new meaning to the word 'patch') and die at about 30 when they finally couldn't outrun the lion who sniffed them out while they were a-berrying picking.

Shigoto shinakarebanaranai demo eega ga mitaidesu. Watashi wa nemodesu. Shigoto no kaisha no sempai wa baka desu. Watashi wa ano hito ga totemo kirai desu. Ano hito ga sanjusai desu *hint hint*

According to Denise of Bag and Baggage, law blogs make lawyers more "human" to society and is a good source of information. Ehh ... I personally think my blog is a demoraliser to any law student yo. And I definitely fail on the above two counts. Time's like this made me wish I owned a vineyard at Hunter Valley or Yarra Valley. I sure as hell would like sketching whatever it is while watching the grapes grow.

Integra: Think of the doujinshi she would draw.
Alucard: *shudders*

kiddo and Clow told Integra
how beautiful she was at 11/17/2003 04:39:38 PM


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Wen to Kinokuniya too. Dead tree collection becoming quite a worry for parents too. And again thank you mummy Integra and daddy Alucard for dinner. ^^

Of course Hellsing is cool but not limited to the fact Walter's so cool . . . Yes, I keep telling everyone that is Alucard but no one believes me. In fact, if mama Integra did, she would be calling the hat shops now to get him one.

*gets shot by Alucard*

kiddo and Clow told Integra
how beautiful she was at 11/17/2003 10:22:59 AM


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+ Saturday +


Dear Integra mama and Alucard papa,

Thank you for sponsoring lunch at the Ritz Carlton today.

PS: Ototo, I luv you *glomps*

To self: I knew you had lots of manga but until we began the task of wrapping each book up, I never realised exactly how much we had.

To the world: That's all folks.

kiddo and Clow told Integra
how beautiful she was at 11/15/2003 11:06:51 PM


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+ Friday +


And this my friends (taken off Rein's) is one reason why you should never think "it's only a blog, I can say whatever I want".

http://www.theonion.com/3944/news3.html

Like my overly talented friend, my parents have my blog URL and my sis has blogging rights on this thing except she's more interested in receipe hunting than blogging.

I feel horribly domesticated today. Woke up and wondered, now what should I cook for my Christmas dinner party. *sweatdrops*

On the other hand ... we're planning a family do next Sat and will be going to EK's place tommorow and CC's place next Monday. Time to catch up with friends and family (the ones I like) ^___^

kiddo and Clow told Integra
how beautiful she was at 11/14/2003 10:10:41 AM


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+ Thursday +


I don't think anybody doubted for a moment I was talking about Hellsing DJ but ahem ... Ototo-chan, must pass you stuff I need to fob off. Want to go for the exhibition ... want want want!!!

Hellsing DJ fair on 29 Feb ... should I or should I not *ponders* ... considering my financial situation after June next year will be very different, I suppose I should consider between (a) enjoying it while I can and (b) saving up for the future.

Choices, choices ...

kiddo and Clow told Integra
how beautiful she was at 11/13/2003 12:07:24 AM


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I got my Nexus 6 DJ ... wah lau, it's so cute!!! And the best part is I paid 10% of the price it last sold on yahoo.jp. Granted it's a 2nd print but it's first hand *squeals in delight*

kiddo and Clow told Integra
how beautiful she was at 11/13/2003 12:05:02 AM


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+ Wednesday +


Taken from this LJ via Rein's page.

NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. [Eh??? Unique maybe ... brilliant? *LOL* Hell no unless all the above = weirdo] Extraordinary ideas . Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. [Yeah right] Can become good doctors. [Would have liked the blood spill hmmm ...] Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. [Yeah right people yeah right ... NOT] Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. [Cackles] Homely. [How does this gel with the above? But yeah sleeping at home is a hobby] Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable. [Eh people is this me?]

kiddo and Clow told Integra
how beautiful she was at 11/12/2003 02:23:25 PM


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*dies laughing*

Matrix fans should see this - http://themeatrix.com/

What cha mean Reins? Yes I saw it. Applied already, in nice polite Japanese no less. I like that woman, she's very funny and the strange thing she's actually 4 years my senior - no disrespect but that makes her even cooler.

kiddo and Clow told Integra
how beautiful she was at 11/12/2003 12:30:08 PM


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Kehehe. I'm mRNA. Nobody understands me.....
anyway, Toshimichi drew something on the Hellsing Crap oekaki board 0_0 Hey, you're applying for her Xmas card give-away?

reins-chan and Clow told Integra
how beautiful she was at 11/12/2003 11:10:27 AM


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As Em has pointed out, I've been whinning ... can't deny that but Nov is my traditionally manically depressed close to suicidal month.

Ah well, back to seizing life by its horns, life is afterall like a disease - you die from it faster if you just sit around and do nothing. Doubt I'll revert to default happy position until Christmas tho. I love Christmas ... I only hope it goes unmolested this year.

May next year is a different thing all together tho' *winks* and 29 Feb is calling my name *ponders and plots*

kiddo and Clow told Integra
how beautiful she was at 11/12/2003 10:27:51 AM


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+ Tuesday +


Enzyme
You are an enzyme. You are powerful, dark,
variable, and can change many things at your
whim...even when they're not supposed to be
changed. Bad you. You can be dangerous or
wonderful; it's your choice.


Which Biological Molecule Are You?
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Great, I'm a cause for cancer *shrugs* (quiz taken off ange and alex - a and a, hey that's kinda cute, just like the other e and e in the group).

No one has the same alphabet for the first letter in their name? Sulk ... my not happening now Japan trip was funnier, I would have been travelling with 3 'e's. *laughs*

Alex, call when you're back yo, and don't go to kino without calling us, we need to pass something to you before you go to Kino *wink wink*. I'll give you a hint, it's /that/ SMS that Serene sends us?

Have decided life sucks. Will work until end of year and re-evaluate life. Some how money isn't everything in life. Integrity or the idea of trying to uphold it the best you can is more important. I see it everyday now that I'm down here on this forsaken floor. It reminds me really what's important. Amongst the rubble of tall buildings and grand sights, it's white gleam reminds me that wordly matters must never take precedence.

So toodles people, see ya when I re-surface.

kiddo and Clow told Integra
how beautiful she was at 11/11/2003 10:13:05 AM


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+ Sunday +


Em, apologies ... I do realise I had been getting it wrong when I was doing the ticket booking. *begs forgiveness*

BTW do you want to try the hotel I booked for us earlier or do you want me to hunt down something for you?

PS: Are you going to Hakone this round or keeping it for the next time we go? If you are going to Hakone this round, I've got to pass you the contacts to get the ticketing to Hakone.

On a personel front, Kit is upset she didn't get to do all the things she wanted to do over the weekend other than sleep and play PS but ... the fact she could sleep and play PS is somewhat comforting in itself.

I couldn't stop laughing while I read Youth Gone Wild and Shang-guan Fei was screaming "GIVE ME MY FREEDOM BACK!!!"

That is so apt.

kiddo and Clow told Integra
how beautiful she was at 11/9/2003 09:56:05 AM


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+ Friday +


I'm quite sure I could have gone to Japan had it not been for the fact I am quite sure I'll be doing someone else's work over Christmas and New Year after I have finished mine.

Sigh ...

"sigh no more lady, sigh no more - for men were deceivers ever... one foot in sea and one on shore to one thing constant never - so sigh not so, but let it go... be you blithe and bonny converting all your songs of woe into - hey nonny nonny"

I'm quite tired. I did wish sometimes that I was the kind of person who would give up and find someone stronger and say "help me!" I wonder what cereal I ate as a kid ... obviously it was fortified with too much iron and you have stubborn as hell me.

*shrugs*

kiddo and Clow told Integra
how beautiful she was at 11/7/2003 05:18:27 PM


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I'm at yet another pensive moment in life. I find in general that the more I think, the more confusing my life becomes.

I also have to admit that I am not the most patient, intelligent and rationale of persons. However, as prone as every other human being, it is the time of the year when I take stock of the fact I am one year nearer the grave and the question is 'what have I got to show for this one year of life?'

What is it that we want in life? Fame? Fortune? Family? To even be crude, there is a joke some of us live only to leave only genetic material on for the next screwed up human generation. There are however, more things to life than the material. Deny it as you might, you cannot be happy merely by filling your stomach.

And I wonder ... in this time and age, when it becomes increasingly difficult to fulfil your dreams and where the pursuit of wordly goods outstrips the process of living itself, what are we?

Perhaps in the past when we toiled for our food and when the process of getting from point A to B was to walk or to see if your horse would give you a ride, there was inconvenience but strangely there was contentment too, more so than now - when food is processed in larger bulks than before due to the assistance of machines and when almost everyone has the luxury of flight.

It makes little sense and yet a lot. What is it that we wish for ourselves? How came it be that so many of us have forgotten the simple pleasure of a cup of tea while chatting with people for whom we really care?

kiddo and Clow told Integra
how beautiful she was at 11/7/2003 11:27:19 AM


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Poor Malfoy -
http://www.fluid-thought.com/fiendling/
artwork/waystodie.html

kiddo and Clow told Integra
how beautiful she was at 11/7/2003 10:26:49 AM


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+ Thursday +


Give me inspiration please - Marked End of Part 1

kiddo and Clow told Integra
how beautiful she was at 11/6/2003 08:55:43 PM


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Am very tired and cranked. Would like to shoot bugger who doesn't want to do anywork then tells me he would like me to prepare him a report so he can explain everything to the boss.

Eh, do I look stupid to you? I'm not that smart but not stupid. Because you refuse to do your work, I already have to cancel my Jap trip and rebook like mad. The person I feel most guilty to is Em (followed in second by EK) - while I didn't intend to I have ruined her (their) trip and now Em is stuck on a 9 hour trip with transits instead of a 6 hour trip I had booked earlier on SQ and I've got cancellation charges of $300 plus a major grudge against you.

Only thing is lucky we still managed to get tickets. Em, I'm sorry ... I really am. Can I buy you dinner to make up for it?

Damn you KB damn you and your sorry ass. Work I can live with ... but the fact you're taking leave in Dec and shoving everything down my alley brings me this close towards wishing you would implode in your room while you're goofing off.

:P

kiddo and Clow told Integra
how beautiful she was at 11/6/2003 04:18:44 PM


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+ Tuesday +


Yo Eline, your mad and thick-skinned planner and tour dictator would LOVE to go with you guys. Am extremely apologethic to foist my parents / mum and aunt on you and SF which is going to happen unless (a) miracle happens on my end OR (b) you guys find friends to go. Would really love to go because (i) need to pick up stuff e.g. Hellsing DJ and (ii) desperate for a break - haven't had even my weekends off for a long time.

Except that your mtsptd (see above) is working with a spwdwtda (see Mondays' post down) who obviously is giving me grief beyond belief and the reason I'm in the position whereby I had to call you yesterday.

Trust me, I'm not a happy camper. I could have gone if he wasn't such a spwdwtda and pushing all his work onto me.

kiddo and Clow told Integra
how beautiful she was at 11/4/2003 10:06:36 AM


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I want the Samsung S500!!!

UGH!!!

I want to go to Japan!!!

I want to inherit 2 million dollars!!!

I'll just go home now.

kiddo and Clow told Integra
how beautiful she was at 11/4/2003 02:47:16 AM


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+ Monday +


Working with stupid people is one thing, have you tried working with a stupid person who is supposed to be working with you but (a) doesn't want to do a single item of work and (b) is discouraging you from doing things that would create work for him?

Well, guess what, exhibit lets call him "B" exists.

kiddo and Clow told Integra
how beautiful she was at 11/3/2003 12:06:49 PM


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+ Sunday +


Going home for dinner ... haven't done that for a VERY long time but mum's cooking tonight. Hope she remembers to hold the garlic XD

kiddo and Clow told Integra
how beautiful she was at 11/2/2003 07:15:21 PM


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There's been an awful influx of Hellsing on sugar high of late - characters being ooc, characters being fluffy. So excuse me while I go vormit blood.

Shigoto shinakarebanaranai ... Kyo no testu wa chotto muzukashi demo tanoshidesu. Watashi wa hen yo. *sighs*

On a less serious note or more serious depending which way you look at it, I would like to inherit 2 million dollars so I can tour the world for the rest of my life and take pictures with my camera. Actually I would also die of boredom ... I am a strange paradox. I hate working hard, I love pushing myself. I want to sleep in and I sigh myself up for all sorts of classes.

I want to bum, I want to run. *___*///

I suppose it's one of the problems of being insane *shrugs*

I need a break - people out there, please let me go to Japan for Christmas ... the fact I'm planning a second trip during spring is irrelevant ... I really want to go *begs*

kiddo and Clow told Integra
how beautiful she was at 11/2/2003 07:12:56 PM


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+ Saturday +


Leareth, if you need help for trust ... drop me a note.

kiddo and Clow told Integra
how beautiful she was at 11/1/2003 12:01:56 PM


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Ah, post Halloween. Was about to work last night when a colleague suggested we should go for drinks so we went to Holland V. Pub-crawled along the stretch near Tangos, chugged a whole jug of magaritas and then ended up sitting ontop of a hill slurping our ice cream cones. Hilarious watching the HV people dress up.

I love HV. It's my kind of place - it's like a fun town which is near enuff from the city to get to work easily (altho in tiny Singapore, we are hardly large enuff to have a real town and city concept) but far enuff from the maddening crowd.

Hilarious coz nearly caught like little children smoking crack earlier in the afternoon with my new found partner in crime since my old one is shackled at work. It was funny how we tried to cover up ... wonder if they saw us ~___~;;

But last nite was fun ... talked a lot of rubbish too. This is life *sighs* I am lazy by nature, I'm a dreamer, a talk-cocker ... basically I am not a good little girl. Went home and talked a lot more with mummy ... yakked into the middle of the night until dad started sighing and so we decided to shut up. Dad said this morning tho' that as long as we don't turn on the lights, he doesn't care if we yak until morn. But pity that I couldn't wake at 9 today ... planned to play some ball but since I woke at 10, I decided I might as well have a nice breakfast with folks instead ... getting fat ya *wails*

^______^ You IS people reading my stuff can scratch your heads out trying to code crack this ^___^

Reins, you are a ES21 addict, you are ... sorry to most people out there, I'm reading your blogs, I just haven't had time to apply my mind to them. Got a test tomorrow. Must study. Was going to fav Jap bakery for breakfast when sidelined by new cafe. Not bad. A little more pricey than bakery but quite good - breakfast sets of sandwiches and coffee is 6 bucks. Quite okay lah.

Cakes are good and sandwiches are yummy. Nice place but I don't like the inside of the restuarant coz it's too sterile - sat outside instead. Quite funny because this Jap woman runs the joint and she thought she'll pull the shade for us. She didn't realise that the rain water had caught in the shade and me and folks were scurrying to avoid the water coming down - she apologised quite a bit and we chatted in very broken Japanese. Ah, when will I speak the language properly? Want to learn Malay but timetable is a tad TOOO tight at the moment.

Was telling folks over breakfast how Jap restuarant near office now gives me free tempura everytime I go there ... mum was laughing the hardest - as hard as pupil-san. Pupil-san, take it easy ... Ototo-sama, call me by 7 pm if you want to join us for dinner.

Have just gotten the most hilarious SMS similar to the cryptic message given to R yesterday ... we both just had a good laugh, is it only us?

Back to work, lots of work to clear but suddenly, I do feel less unhappy. May the One who runs the show have mercy on this pathetic kalefair and may this pk learn to trust the One more.

kiddo and Clow told Integra
how beautiful she was at 11/1/2003 11:58:27 AM


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+ Hellsing Doujinshi +


Ahem, let me announce this especially for all you people who come to this blog looking for HELLSING DOUJINSHI, yes Hellsing doujinshi seekers ... If anyone wishes to buy Hellsing doujinshi from Japan, please drop me an email with the circle's name and URL. If the DJ is from the circles I know, I should be able to get the books subject to availability - note sometimes circles don't put up the sold out notice until it's too late so don't blame me.

Once I've contacted the circle to make enquiries on the book, THOU SHALL NOT cancel on me or lose the deposit and face boycott for the rest of your miserable little Hellsing addicted days. Interested people can drop a line to kit_mangaisgreat@yahoo.com. Subject title should be Interest in Hellsing DJ. In this regard, note I only work if paid, i.e. you have to pay a deposit of US$10 once I place the order with the circle. Payment of remaining sums due must be made before I send you the book (if you fail to pay up the remaining and outstanding monies within 1 week after notification of the monies you owe me, I will forfeit your deposit and the book is still mine). On the other hand, if there is remaining monies, rest assured I will refund the remainder in cash with the book.

Charges will be for buying the doujinshi (including the costs I expend in changing my local money to yen and sending payment to Japan), postage of doujinshi from Japan to Singapore and from Singapore to wherever you are (this depends on the weight of the doujinshi yah), US$2 for commissioning costs for me (its peanuts for the fact I need to write to them and exert my sad corpse down to the post office yah yah ... friends may be exempted so try impressing me). In this regard, risk of loss lies on purchaser and I will not be responsible if the doujinshi gets confiscated by your customs or sinks to the bottom of the great ocean during delivery. Certain doujinshi will cost you US$10+ more because those circles don't deliver out of Japan even for one as pesky as me and thus that is the commission and postage charges I have to pay someone in Japan to handle the delivery for me. Considering how much one pays on ebay, this is usually a better deal most of the time - unless the DJ is dirt cheap yah.

The thingee is simple no? You write to me and I'll tell you what to do ... although I reserve the right to say no to your request for purchase if the doujinshi offends me yah. I will consider other genre if asked but no promises coz Hellsing Jap circles to date are usually the most friendly to non Japs or at least to me ... this means I can't help you if you want doujinshi from a Hellsing circle or other circle which has and/or is the type which ignores orders from non-Japanese people ...

PS: And yes in case you're wondering, I'm responsible for the sudden popping up of no selling to overseas notices on most Hellsing DJ sites :P